money ISNT everything

it can buy a bed but not SLEEP

it can buy a clock but not TIME

it can buy you a book but not KNOWLEDGE

it can buy you a position but not RESPECT

it can buy you medicine but not HEALTH

it can buy you blood but not LIFE

so u c, money isnt everything n it often causes pain n suffering. i tell u all of this bcoz im ur fren n as ur fren i wanna take away ur pain n suffering...

so gimme ALL ur MONEY n i'll SUFFER for u...hekhekhek =P

im not missing u

im a bit down these past few days..im not sure whether to solely blame the hormone changes in me or its juz me who tends to think bout those nonsense crappy things inside my head..oh i hate to feel this way when i supposedly focus on my studies..i shud put an END to this n really really gotta pull myself together by any chance..ouh mari layan emo sebentar..

Its a shame in a way cause

I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me

Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh

Will my true love ever be?

Why would I go on a search again

When I know what the end will be

What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time its different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing..I'm not missing you

Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of others opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me

I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
And now I'm picking up the pieces
I'm spending all of these days
Putting my heart back together
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you

masa itu emas

selalu sgt kita dgr time is golden..masa itu emas bukan???
dan semalam..
my saturday was mostly wasted juz like that
u must be wondering apa yg aku buat sebenarnya rite???

i was just rearranging stuffs n tidying up my room
for the WHOLE day and what make me so long???
well, these unnecessary feelings kept bugging my head
i felt like everything seemed to be in disarray

sigh..
oh my obsessive thoughts
pls leave me alone
im not supposed to entertain u

somehow..
i always fail to conquer my very own thoughts
i tend to please them
thus, i keep doing the compulsive behaviours

its like ritual now
its tiring n time consuming
and i am so restless
oh..how i wish i could be a CAREFREE person~

p/s: ini kisah benar yg sgt menyampah =(