Salam Maal Hijrah

love the way u lie part 3 mashup =P

just gonna stand there
and watch them go
but thats not rite
because i hate to say goodbye

hey girl,
i really wanna be with u
cause u just my sis
oh na na na na

so the whole world knows
my love for u is so big
my heart is so big
my love is so big
for u for u for u

they r finally leaving
leaving me behind
that is so not cool
it would be great
if i could go back too
hee..i wish

sorry seems to be

for CERTAIN ppl..
sorry seems to be the hardest word
dont u ever feel guilty after u did wrong to someone?
i wonder how could u just walk away as nothing's wrong
yet, he n his family still didnt apologize after i said
u should at least say sorry

ok, i understand..
u r still a kid about age of 7-10 but
how about your parents?
even worse ur dad acted as if u were not his child
n busy taking pics all the while
i guess ur parents too never had a chance
a chance to learn the word SORRY at school
i feel bad to all of you

for a second..
i was like baby baby baby ohhh
after seeing my phone went straight into the pond
erk jk..i was speechles actually
only then i reacted
what i did was ask for help
thank god my bro was just standing nearby
still, it took some time for the staff to finally get my hp back

im phoneless now
luckily, my bro has a spare one
somehow, i am still numberless
since i did save all the phone numbers in the hp
without a backup in the simcard
my bad..

jalan-jalan cari makan

pictures, u r the queen of everything

so im not gonna write much

just a few pics which were

taken during last week

MAHA International 2010

waffle world, one utama..emah's treat..heee

emah, my cousin =)

chili's, mid valley..along's treat..old timer burger

triple play..snapped this pic after halfway eating this starter

tummy comes 1st =D

fire-grilled chicken n portobello

fire-grilled steak but im not sure which one

this wasnt my order anyway

pavilion..with my sista =D

it was quite fun to watch the lady on the left performed

time square

sogo..the crowd, chinese mostly

lined up just to get jay chou concert's ticket

the queue was damn long

CONGRATS

dear tikah my bestie <3

congrats for passing ur xm..

alhamdulillah..

i knew u would =D

n u soon gonna be graduating..

me here???

feel like going to gold coast again..

haha..i wish..

miss all those extreme rides..

lets try lethal weapon then *bajet berani =P

miss the scream as well..

soo much fun..

not to forget bout the other beAstie..

yantie dearie *geli aku

congrats babe..

u finally graduated..

all the best in ur job hunting..

n man hunting as well..

nanti aku balik kgr..

sila belanja aku waffle..

sebab???

sbb hg dh grad dgn jayanya!

last but not least,

im proud with both of you..

n do pray for my success in my studies..

hee..tata =D

lets commute =P

feel like a school kid again

pergi balik uni dihantarin abah n lrt =P

i've been commuting from bandar tun razak to sri petaling

its been almost 2 weeks now

its quite tiring i can say

but its worth it

as it feel so good just to be with ur familia

if only i were from kl or selangor

i would probably just stay at home n commute

than to rent a room at vista..keh3

n harini..

dah 2 kali tersalah minx tix

asyik terckp bandar tun razak je

padahal dkt stesen bdr tun razak kot

haish..

till then,

bye bye

Heart Vacancy + Like OMG Baby

love the lyrics but not the band =)

the best mashup for 2010!~

KLCC-ing

today's route:

sri petaling -> bkt jalil -> bus station -> bkt jalil -> bandaraya -> jln tar -> masjid jamek -> klcc -> masjid jamek -> sri petaling

jauh perjalanan luas pemandangan..heho..yelah tue..seb x tercabut kaki aku jek!

hari nie gaklah aku diserang jepun..1st day without painkiller sgt x tahan..so, telan gak sebiji b4 keluar..kalo x, jgn harap dpt jenjalan dgn jayanya..bleh meroyan aku!

jln tar tue if x perlu tukar barang yg sedikit cacat, x ingin ak pg..2 hari berturut-turut g jln tar? naaa x da faedahnya..plus, semlm pun agak susah nak nego..x pernah2 beli dgn harga sebegitu!

later, went to klcc for a movie with my cousin..finally decided to watch takers instead of unstoppable as the earliest showing time for takers was at 1.20pm while unstoppable was at 2.30pm..then, went for a lunch..perut hafta isi gak..lapar kot since dh pkol 1pm

ok, lets talk a bit about takers..actors dh best, ending? heh hampa aku, cam tgantung pun ada..plus, police nsem mati, robber nsem pun mati..sgt suka tgk AJ aka Hayden Christensen eventho he's quite thin..nak bf camni..ngeh3..ermm Paul Walker x menyerlah sgt..Chris Brown lg best..T.I plak menyampah..backstabber katakan n kdg2 his dialogs bunyi cm dia tgh rapping je..

then, g lepak2 jap dkt tmn klcc..both of us were too lazy to walk around klcc coz sakit kaki..so, duduk borak2 je kt luar tue..sekian -the end-

Etika Menegur Orang

Source: Eh! Okt 2010

1. Dapatkan nasihat drpd rakan anda n juga rakan terdekat individu yg ingin ditegur. Elok juga jika anda merisik-risik karakter mereka, ia memudahkan proses teguran nanti..

2. Perhatikan mood Pastikan dirinya dlm keadaan tenang, x sedih atau terlalu gembira. Jgn cemarkan perasaan gembiranya n jgn tambahkan kekusutannya pabila dia sdg sedih..

3. Tiada org sekeliling

4. Mulakan dengan pujian Pujian biarlah berasas n kedengaran ikhlas. Jgn sehingga dia boleh meneka bahawa anda ada udang d sebalik batu. Jika tidak dgn pujian sekalipun, mulakannya dgn borak2 kosong atau berkongsi kisah lucu..

5. Beralas Bahasanya biarlah berkias pada awal namun sampai maksud. Jgn terlalu melankolik hingga menimbulkan kekeliruan. Berterus-terang boleh juga tp jgnlah gunakan bahasa yg kasar till menimbulkan kemarahan/rasa kecewa. Jgn sesekali jadikan diri anda sebagai contoh terbaik. Ia menimbulkan rasa jelik..

6. Jangan Membeza-bezakan Jgnlah membanding-bandingkan mrk dgn org lain khususnya dgn org terdekat. Ia akan menimbulkan rasa benci dirinya pada anda n juga mrk yg dijadikan perbandingan..

7. Perlu ada penyelesaian Jgnlah tahu menegur kesilapan org semata tp anda tiada cadangan/buah fikiran utk memperbaiki/menyelesaikan masalah. Teguran tanpa penyelesaian boleh dianggap sebagai kritikan x berasas/bahasa mudahnya kondem..

SHARING is SEXAYY!!!

lets go..lets go..lets go

listen to 'lets go' for the 1st time..

and

cant take my ears off this song =)

the idol group members or solo artistes participating include:

Gyuri (KARA), Seohyun (SNSD), Junsu (2PM), Changmin (2AM),

Jaekyung (Rainbow), Jonghyun (SHINee), Sungmin (Super Junior),

Kahi (After School), Luna (f(x)), JiEun (SECRET), Junhyung (B2ST),

Gayoon (4minute), Min (miss A), G.O (MBLAQ), Bumkey (2wins),

G.NA, Son Dambi, Seo In Kook, IU, and Anna

love the ones in purple!

SPECIAL THANKS

special thanks to:

tkah
im so lucky to have u as a fren!!!
tkah sgt baik, pemurah n pandai masak..
really enjoy my hols in queensland..

kak pid
kak pid selalu masak tuk ktorg..
masakan kak pid sgt sedap n pedas2..
me likey..

kak siti
rajin layan ktorg borak..
best borak dgn kak siti..
thx sgt2 sbb kejutkan ktorg b4 tlepas bus..hik3

faz
budak kl yg sgt fasih cakap utara..
suka heret org naik rides yg xtreme2..
best jenjalan dgn faz yg juga still baru d oz..

overall,
semua hosts sgt baik dan tak berkira lansung dgn anis..
moga2 Allah SWT membalas segala kebaikan mereka..
ameen..

excited? naaa

i should be happy..
but i am nottt happy..

am too lazy to leave my house..
am no longer excited as i used too..

its just me..
nothing to do with any1 else..

.:emotionless mode:.

oh LELAKI..

guys..
sumtime i just dont understand them..
actually how do u guys want us girls to react..
its so confusing~~~

situation 1:
a girl has ignored those i-like-u hints from a guy..
then, the guy might think..

"ermm, i guess she doesnt like me =(
if she does, she should have responded positively to those hints..right?"

later, the guy has given up for that particular girl..
and both parties got frustrated..

situation 2:
a girl has responded to those hints..
then, the guy might think..

"ehhh, perasannya..bila masa plak aku suka dia?
aku memain, ngusik2 je pun.."

see the problem???
camtu salah..camni pun salah..so HOW?

konklusinya,

GUYS..
u shud juz straight to d point whenever u like sum1..
stop beating around the bush <- anyhow this is accepted in the VERY 1st stage
it will only lead u nowhere..
instead both parties might get the wrong idea..
and blow up the chances of getting started..

and for GIRLS..
stop playing hard to get too much, ok..


p/s: most perigi takkan mencari timba tho this is modern age..

syukur

alhamdulillah..
syukur padaNya..
syukur sangat-sangat..
akhirnya terjawab sudah..
segala usaha membuahkan hasil..
semuanya dengan izin ALLAH SWT..

and not to forget..
congrats to everyone who passed EOS 4 xm =)

cuti ini..

cuti ini..
seperti biasa, saya malas sekali update blog..
saya malas sekali hendak online..
konklusinya, saya memang pemalas..

hari ini..
saya online kerna mahu check result..ngeh3
kalo tak, jgn harap saya mahu on9..
tgk tv lagi best~~

hari ini..
after 4pm, result saya keluar..
saya harap saya lulus..
im not aiming for dean's list..
passed is more than enuf for me..

apa kau ingat senang pharmacy course ini?
sem 1,2,3 mungkin tapi tidak tuk sem 4..
its getting harder, mannn..
thats my opinion..some may think d other way around..

cuti ini..
saya sangat clumsy jua..
i ruined everything..
evrytin i had in my internal hard disk..
punah segalanya..oh 'bagus'!

bagaimanakah?
erm i terhempaskan laptop from my bed..bummm
padan muka..lenkali, gunalah laptop d hujung2 katil ya anis..
habis duitku melayang beli hard disk baru =(

ok..tata..itu shj tuk entry kali ini..

when in hometown

oh! oh! and oh again..
the hometown mode is still in..
cant get rid of it..
am so not in the mood to study..
its hard to focus when u let your heart somewhere else..
should stop babbling about this!

~lets bring ur heart home.est since 1988~

when in rome..hek3..ok when in hometown..kangar je pon tadanya rome2 nie
kusedari ibuku makin kurus..yela kena pantang segala..mkn apalah sgt everyday
kurasa kasihan melihatnya..
kurasa bersalah setiap kali kumakan enak2 belaka..haish
kudoakan agar dia sihat2 sentiasa sepanjang masa..amin

last but not least, saya saaaaayang mak, abah, adik n along..
kumahu pulang lagi next week insyaAllah..
just to be with my family..weehee =)

hrmm..i should start studying i noe but~~

teardrops + a reverse situation?

two teardrops r floating in the ocean

one teardrop asked the other, "who r u?"

"im the teardrop of a girl who was driven away by a guy n who r u?"

the other one answered, "im the teardrop of a guy who regretted letting a girl go"

maybe the reason why i havent found who i've been searching for is because i noe that i've already found him

its just up to him to say whether i am who he has waiting for

everyone is someone's dream

note: i found this in a video recommended to me by youtube..ngeh3..

ok..off to study pp1..daa

The Calls

i do miss my family..
a lots..

last nite..
called my lil sis..
havent heard anything from her for a while..
n she doesnt feel so well...
hope she would feel better so soon..

and this morning..
got a called from my big bro..
asking me sumtin..
but am too lazy to go out..
heeee..anyway..
we've already spent time together last weekend..

after a call from him..
then, got another call from mak..
she's doing ok except for that part..

my prayers will always be with u..

tho im not by ur side..

and the last one..
a call from abah..
its good to hear that..
he miss talking to me..
ngeh3..i bet u will..

n i miss to merapu with u too..


~xoxo~

goodbye seems to be the hardest word?

dear blog,

today..
at almost 12am, i finally deactivated my fb's account..
its for temporary only..ngeh3..
just wanna test myself
n prove to my frens that
i can live without fb..hoo yeah!
i bet wif sum of my classmates (u noe who u r)
for at least 2 days..
well, we will see..

plus, there's no one for me to stalk in fb anymore..
no longer interested in anyone these days..
somehow, i do feel that
i need to actually like someone
to spice up my life o.O..
oh really?..ngeh3..
so, do u have any suggestions for me?
a tall guy for sure!!!

lately..
i've been wondering
how does it feels to have a bf with afro hair?
it sounds cool, girls =D

call me crazy or whatever..
im in disarray
n im freaking lazy..
i should change for my own good..

till then,
xoxo


p/s: i guess from now on i can be truly faithful to u..

oHho!!!

my bro went back home without telling me..

and im on hols till this tuesday..

oh thats so great, isnt it?

I Never Told You

i noe i got a prob..problem wif misbehavin'..

i really shud be studying instead of utubing..

oh anis!!!

and i ended up listening to this song..

loveee the lyrics..

but i never told u..what i shud have said..

no, i never told u..i juz held it in..

and now, i miss evrytin' about u..wootwoot~

The Sunday

last sunday, i requested for all-in-one printer from my bro..and yesterday, i got one already..weehee..thanx bro..noe that i always can count on u..

sumhow, lets see how am i gonna make fully use of it..i realize that once i got something that i think i really want, i dont really appreacite it until i lost it..ohho..printer ini mana mungkin hilang, besar gedabak kot..

semalam gak, i requestd for a new doorknob..ngah3..pintu dkt vista nie bengong2 skali..asyik rosak je =(..but now, am not gonna need a door wedge anymore just to close my door..lucky to have ya..ohyeah~

semalam gak, tak perlu kelaparan!!! and i noticed that along x suka makan masakan org kelantan..idk y..maybe sbb a bit manis..

tho sumtime i cant stand his jokes but he's always a good bro for us..mesti alg bangga gila kalo dia baca this post..and thats the ultimate reason y i rarely link my blog at ym..keh3

selingan dr. love..walala..dlm memilih pasangan hidup, pilihlah yang:

*reti menukar bulb lambu yg tbakar, doorknob yg rosak n etc. (guy) <-bak kata tkah

*reti a few basic things bout car..ini penting ye (guy) <-bak kata tkah gak

*reti memasak..yela takkan nak makan dkt luar setiap hari kot (girl)

*reti menjahit yg simple2 nie..kalo 1 butang baju tcabut, takkanlah nak g tailor plak ye tak (girl)

well, its never late to learn these skills, frens (including me myself =P)..sekian..


p/s: almost delete my blog a few days ago coz i believe my talks speak louder than my writings~

eenie meenie miney mo lova

have no words left for the title..just a random title nway..

i shud write more since i got lotsa free time but i end up writin nutin..as expected from me..

ibarat hidup segan mati tamo layaknya blog aku nie..am too lazy to sohseh sohseh bout myself or things i did during these hols..

but yg peliknya is when new sem starts, aku pon start rajin merepekrepek dlm blog nie..erm thats normal..for me at least..

since this is my blog, aku nk lyn feeling jap..tho am totally emotionless these past few months..seriously..

She's indecisive
She cant decide
She keeps on lookin
From left to right

Girl, cmon get closer
Look in my eyes
Searchin is so wrong
Im Mr. Right

You cant make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please dont waste my time, time, time, time, time
Im not tryin to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

sumhow my mom hate this song..dia ckp bisink n borink..maybe coz i continously play this song dgn agak kuat..ngeh3..

last but not least, ALHAMDULILLAH..on this month of april, im 22 already..ohho..a year older..i wish i wud be a better person..coz as i reflect upon myself back then, aku rasa cam nak rotf..OMG is that really me?.heh sooo immature..

not to forget, thanx for those who remember to wish..wish, wish gak..hadiah jgn lupa eh =P..

boNne cHance!!!

dear p109 peeps,


french - bonne chance

italian - buona fortuna

spanish - buena suerte

russian - udachi

korean - haeng un

last but not least hzwn's fav language, thai - chok dee

which all together mean

in our coming EOS..wish all of us ALL THE BEST..ameen =)

ESS.O.ELL.O

i dont want it no no

i dont wanna walk this earth if i gotta do it solo

cause i was so high n now im so low

n i dont wanna walk around alone solo

i dont wanna walk ESS..O..ELL..O

edisi meraban

sudah agak lama aku tidak menulis sebarang entri dalam blog ini..sebenarnya aku malas nak menulis menaip merapu meraban di alam maya ini..menyampaikan melalui mulut lebih senang bukan?..hambur sahaja semuanya yang terlintas tetapi awas ya bukan bersama air liur..yexs..

sebenarnya, apabila tiba sahaja musim ujian mahupun peperiksaan, sangatlah banyak idea aku untuk menulis blog ini..biasalah waktu sibuk-sibuk seperti itulah, aku cenderung untuk melakukan sesuatu yang lari daripada lingkungan akademik..

cesz aku tak tahan lagi tuk berblog dgn bahasa ibunda berserta ejaan yang penuh lagi tepat..heh ponat haa..cam poyo jek..normallah blog remaja kan?..mananya suka guna pure bm/eng.. hak3.. yeryer.. sayalah perosak bahasa..papapun, gagallah misi aku untuk memartabatkan bahasa malaysia dalan entri kali ini..sekian, terima kasih..

erm lately aku notis dat dah lama aku tak jadi dr. love..camna nak kalahkan akukopi nie?..act, aku berehat sebentar since aku tgh sibuk monitor progress sorg patient nie..agagaga


p/s: sibuk merawat luka sendiri disebabkan terjatuh..ya jaaatuh..jatuh hati..lol~ <- ini rapuan semata-mata..i dont deal wif love like this..oh yeah

~in memory~

lost my ring AGAIN =( ..
not sure where i campak that ring..
last wore it last wednesday..
then, got biopharm lab..
sooo, i guess i put it sumwhere else before the lab..
but the thing is where is the SUMWHERE ELSE?
noticed it since yesterday but im tooo malas to look for it..
n now only i realize i've lost that ring for real..
my fault anyway..


pesanan penaja: u wont realize how much u love sumtin/someone until u lost it/him/her..thus, do appreciate everytin u have n everyone besides u

Valentine's Day..A Love Story..More or Less

1st of all, dont get me wrong..not gonna write bout valentines day instead gonna write bout the muvi..i've been waiting for this muvi to release once i saw its trailer..lotsa well-known actors n actresses..but most of all there r taylor swift n taylor lautner in this muvi..oh yeah..gonna ask my sis to watch it this weekend..i hope she wudnt mind since she loves taylor swift too..tho t.lautner seems a bit short but he looks soo sweet with t.swift..

My Besties

it was so good to be able to spend time with my beloved bestie, tkah last weekend..weehee..its been a while since we last met..oh how i miss intec days when we used to eat, study, sleep and gossip around together..best bukan??? sumhow 3 days with tkah were quite short..if only i had one week hols..oh thats gonna be a whole lot of fun..ahha i wish..last 3 days, we managed to go to jln tar, sogo kl, times square (wif cpak n hazwan too) and mid valley (wif cpak only)..pictures speak louder than words..so here are they~~

saaayang tkah n cpak so much..cant afford to lose a friend like both of u..last but not least, pls forgive me for every wrong doing i've done all this while..friends till the end =)

Mat Jenin 2010

in this 21st century, there is a young girl named anis who wish to be the female version of mat jenin..the story starts when she dreams of

SE W995..act im no longer hoping to own this hp as i used to before coz as usual my interest in things do change in time..sumhow, bcoz of da price factor im considering to buy..

yeah this one, nokia 5800 xpress music which is bout rm400 cheaper than w995..i'll save lotsa money for sure..but im not fond of using nokia hp n d only advantange of this phone if compared to w995 is the touchscreen part..

NIKON D3000..since dslr camera is sooo popular these days, i feel lyk i hafta buy one too..but if i think twice, i dont have solid reasons to do so n im juz gonna waste my parents' money..if only i were hzwn, i wud grab this one wif no doubt at all =D..

SUZUKI SWIFT..ohho i really adore compact cars like this one..heard that suzuki is gonna launch a brand new suzuki swift by this year..cant wait to c the differences..but to own it? ahha its juz not the rite time yet..

last but not least, i wanna visit tkah in AUSSIE..n it seems too impossible to reach this dream..how i wish i got a big sis to accompany me to tour around aussie =(..

am i being too demanding?..hek3..whatever, these are just my dreams ala2 mat jenin gitu..yg lainnya is dia berangan2 atas pokok whereas aku berangan dlm blog je..canggih r sket kan yela 21st century katakan..till then..chiaoz~

p/s: saya bersyukur dgn apa yg saya ada sekarang. ALHAMDULILLAH..

money ISNT everything

it can buy a bed but not SLEEP

it can buy a clock but not TIME

it can buy you a book but not KNOWLEDGE

it can buy you a position but not RESPECT

it can buy you medicine but not HEALTH

it can buy you blood but not LIFE

so u c, money isnt everything n it often causes pain n suffering. i tell u all of this bcoz im ur fren n as ur fren i wanna take away ur pain n suffering...

so gimme ALL ur MONEY n i'll SUFFER for u...hekhekhek =P

im not missing u

im a bit down these past few days..im not sure whether to solely blame the hormone changes in me or its juz me who tends to think bout those nonsense crappy things inside my head..oh i hate to feel this way when i supposedly focus on my studies..i shud put an END to this n really really gotta pull myself together by any chance..ouh mari layan emo sebentar..

Its a shame in a way cause

I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me

Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh

Will my true love ever be?

Why would I go on a search again

When I know what the end will be

What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time its different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing..I'm not missing you

Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of others opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me

I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
And now I'm picking up the pieces
I'm spending all of these days
Putting my heart back together
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you

masa itu emas

selalu sgt kita dgr time is golden..masa itu emas bukan???
dan semalam..
my saturday was mostly wasted juz like that
u must be wondering apa yg aku buat sebenarnya rite???

i was just rearranging stuffs n tidying up my room
for the WHOLE day and what make me so long???
well, these unnecessary feelings kept bugging my head
i felt like everything seemed to be in disarray

sigh..
oh my obsessive thoughts
pls leave me alone
im not supposed to entertain u

somehow..
i always fail to conquer my very own thoughts
i tend to please them
thus, i keep doing the compulsive behaviours

its like ritual now
its tiring n time consuming
and i am so restless
oh..how i wish i could be a CAREFREE person~

p/s: ini kisah benar yg sgt menyampah =(