confused n dilemma?

im in a dilemma..im not sure whether i should spend money for singapore trip or new gadgets..pls note that it’s gadgetSS not a gadget ya..which surely gonna cost me almost 5k for both..i bet u guys must be wondering what type of gagdets that i wish to buy rite? ahha im not gonna tell u..maybe i should only get one of them but if possible, i want both!! am i demanding?? naaa not really..im being considerate here..plus, im not a spoilt brat who easily spend parents’ money just like that..not me for sure..

how bout singapore then? ok lemme tell ya y im quite eager to go to singapore..1^st, it’s simply bcoz of cheap flight tickets =)..2^nd, since everything went well during my trip to brisbane n gold coast with cpak last sem break, mak has a lot more faith in me now..she has realized that i’ve grown up n able to take care of myself..thus, mak has grant me permission to travel outside malaysia with my friends..mak je? abah plak camna? heee..abah is always the one who is easier to deal with..so, no problemos..normallah tue, abahhh kan..chup, tapi kalo tempat tue sah2 x selamat mcm israel tue, mestilah parents i x bagi ye..

sumhow, bila parents bagi green light, i tend to have another thought..i always have this issue when i feel reluctant to leave my family n home just for travel even after i’ve prepared almost everything needed..malas je nk pg tp once i’d arrived, bestlah plak kan..see, im sooo indecisive..

oklah usah dipikirin lagi, nggak ada untung sih..baik i pk pp2 class test 7 feb ni kan..

15th Jan 2011

what was so special with 15th jan '11??

it was faz's wedding!!

n it was my 1st time being to my friend's wedding..

yelah baru nk masuk 23 kan, 'byklah' sgt kwn aku yg nk kahwin ni..

the newlywed, faz n yus..cantik kan??

faz's big sis n her husband on the left..kakak faz pun cantik!~

bak kata cpak, tho its her wedding tp dia sempoi habis..thats soo faz!~

sedap wok sajiannya =)

mari potong kek..

cpak on the red carpet uolsss =p

*sorry cpak, lambat gila upload..well, im very busy woman katakan..hik3

will.i.am

nananaaa

im not gonna write bout the singer, will.i.am

but

guess where was i just now??? heee...

ya rite, i went to williams corner, pj just now

since its kinda famous among bloggers

i asked my bro to bring me there

n thanx bro for fulfilling my simple request

for those who never go there yet

just dont expect too much

its totally a WARUNG type i told ya =p

very the warung rite?

for ppl with a small appetite like me
this stall is certainly not the right one
the portion is too big!!!
i could barely finish my meal
to be exact, i guess i ate one third of it only
no kidding ya ppl
maybe its bcoz i'd ate some of my bro's bbq beef rib eye
while waiting my order..

RM 35

RM 25 ~ ayam percik sedap tp ayam golek rasa santan je lebih..muak i ok..

overall, the food is good

while the drinks are unique n superb =)

oh ya there's one more thing, im not sure who he is

but i guess he's the owner n he is sooo friendly to us, the customer

somehow, i dont think i would dine there again in the future

unless its YOUR treat..teeeheee =p

both drinks cost RM12

*there goes my tuesday's nite..phew~~~ i wonder when will i start writing my assignment..blergh..

g.u.i.l.t.y

i hate feeling guilty when i know deep inside i dont have too
im tired of feeling wrong when i know that i was right
why should i give a *dang in the 1st place..blergh
i should learn better on how to refuse n say no
and im not as outspoken as i seem..phew~

one of my fav songs back in school days..enjoy!~
just so u know, i dont really listen to rnb before as i used now..heee

me n zZzZ

after dd2 class test, to sleep without having any thoughts on test sangatlah NIKMAT!~ it feels like u just finished ur EOS padahal class test je pun..kalo bleh, everyday pun nak bangun lambat..that explain why i always late for morning class..lambat2 pun aku pg, aku TAK ponteng eh..

erm weekend plak, apa sgtlah yg aku wat..selain pg wedding faz, mana lg aku pg?? lepak rumah along je la apo lagi haa..tapi alg bz jek weekend ni, tinggal aku sorg2 kt rumah..g rumah alg pun aku asyik tdo je sampaikan along perli

'awat duk tdo ja ni? rumah hg x da tilam ka?'

heh..kureng asam sungguh..rumah aku ada jek tilam..tapi nak wat camna, dah goleng2 tu, alek2 ttdo plak..last night aku ttdo dkt hall..sedar2 je alg dh tutup lampu..aku pun bangunlaa nak masuk bilik tdo..x mo tdo dkt hall, nanti sok pagi mesti selsema..dlm gelap n mamainya aku tlanggar meja..bukkk..sakit kot kaki ni..siap lebam lagi..then, aku tdengar alg cakap..buka la lampu lenkali..helloo dia kot yg tutup lampu tadi bukan aku...poda alg..tapikan alg pun tgh capik2 je kaki dia, semo sbb futsal..so kiranya fair n square..2-2 pun sakit kaki..mlm nie alg bz lg, x sempat aku nak ajak dia mkn tempat best2 =(..n there goes my weekend..zZzZ sgt~~

*maybe i've been given hypnotics..ahha

1.1.11

its 1111 ppl..
certainly, its a nice date to get in a new relationship be it an engagement or marriage
congrats to those ppl..
me? how did i spent my new year?
since its too quiet, i can barely study
no kidding ya..
i cant stand quietness around me
its hard to focus when my mind wanders too much
my bro n sis were right
i should just go home with my parents last thursday
im better when im home
somehow, its hard to study too when u’re home
but it wont last long, only for the 1st three days maybe..
the next following days, u start to grab ur notes already
n soon u would get the momentum
its a lot happier to study at home
when u have ur family beside \(^,^)/
n not to forget, lots of food too..

whenever i feel stressed, i'll complain to my dad which goes
"abah, boring, x mau study!"
n his usual reply would be
"x mau study, bhentilah kakak..p kahwin"
me: "org bukan nak kahwin..org nak duk umah n goyang kaki"
abah: "tu la abah suruh kahwin, x mau plak"

yo yo jo abah ni..kang i bawa balik lelaki ckp nk kahwin, pengsan plak haa..
plus, if i were home, i could get lots of hugsss from adik n mak too..
n that explain why i LOVE being HOME..
oh my i should end here n start study!~

actually, i went to pariz n cpak's house today just to cure my loneliness gitu =p..
nasib dorg ada, kalo x my new year sgtlah bosan!!
we're born alone, we live alone, we die alone..
only through our love n friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone..pheww~~

*if i were stranded on a desert island, the most thing that i would like to have is my loved ones as companions..