~but~

alhamdulillah..

finally, im done wif my cvs report =)..been spending lots of time these few days 'specially' for dis report..forced myself to stay up late last nite juz to settle everytin but..there were still few things undone..didnt realize at what tym i went to bed..maybe 3am?..n for d 1st tym in dis ramadhan, i missed my sahur..bee pon sama..no one wake up 4 sahur..huk3..

continued writing my report dis morning..ermm actually, got zi yi as my partner..hd asked him to do his references based on vancouver system n what he did was i-dont-noe-what-system-is-dat system..aiyark zy, where did u learn dat system maa, i wonder..i redid his references once again..nasib ada 4 ja..at almost 2pm, finished everytin..sent d report to zy so dat he can print it later..hope evrytin wud turn out fine..insyaAllah..then, went to bed to compensate my sleeping hours..unfortunately, dis backpain wont juz go away!..n i realize 1 thing: whenever i stay up late at nite, dis backpain will stop by n say hi =(

ok enuf wif dat..later, packed sum stuffs to bring back home..hd asked my bro before to pick up my thingy tomorrow so dat i can freely lenggang-lenggang naik bus balik rumah dis wednesday..thx god, he is willing to..but if he's not, im gonna mengadu domba sama ibu =p or lancarkn prg dingin which include no talking for a few days till kembali tenang..act, i noe dat he will help me as long as he can..its juz dat he lyk to mbebel 1st..potpetpotpet..pekakkn tlinga sudey..n i wonder shud i ask him to bring back my laptop or shud i bring it by myself? tp beratlah kalo sendri2 bawa..act. my bro did asked me to join him blk ps on dis coming friday n my answer ws of course no~no~no(KA's style)..n u noe y..

once again, im all alone..dis tym, bee went to her uncle's house while aleen went ngedate =p..since im used to dis situation oredi, so no prob at all..then, called ida n asked her n any of her hosmates to bbuka bsama..luckily she didnt buy any food yet..slalunya kalo aku ajak je, dia mesti dh bli makanan..ida x posa yeay..hak3..najwa pon sama..leaving im d one who truly bbuka posa..sekian, tamatlah sudah critaku tuk kali ini~ eh eh jap jap..another 3 days left be4 balik umah..wheww~

p/s: y dis post titled but? its simply bcoz to much 'but' in dis post..

090909

a nice date indeed..thus, decided to write sumtin which is not related to the title at all..neway, its juz a simple post bout a REAL FRIEND..n here it goes..

Real friends have a special place in their hearts for each other.
Real friends listen to each other and give good advice.
Real friends will keep promises they make to you.
Real friends will always tell you the truth.
Real friends will laugh with you and not at you when you make a fool of yourself.
Real friends will go out of their way to help each other and never expect anything in return.
Real friends forgive each other and never stay angry.
Real friends quickly forget whatever was wrong.
Real friends never say anything bad about each other.
Real friends encourage and help each other to obtain their goals.
Real friends are never jealous of each other.
Real friends always praise each other for their accomplishments because real friends are happy to see others succeed.
Real friends will believe in you when you dont believe in yourself or when no one else believes in you.

for me, its really easy to define the real meaning of friendship but to find one, thats difficult coz ppl can put on a face in front of u pretending lyk they r ur real fren yet they r juz merely the fakers..yexs..well, we can tell if sumone's a real fren or not if he/she notices when sumtin is wrong..if u r not acting lyk urself or seem unhappy, a real fren will pick up on it bcoz he/she will b paying attention to ur emotions n expressions..sumone who's juz acting as ur fren might not notice anything at all n act as if everything is normal bcoz he/she doesnt really noe u very well or might not even really care whether or not u r feeling alrite..a real fren can read ur emotions no matter how hard u try to conceal them n will b genuinely concerned bout u..(**,)

never above u, never below u but always beside u ~

15 Days

back in vista again dis morning..
full dosage of works coming ahead..
stats test, stats project, bm oral, bm xm, eng xm n physio project..
whats more cud u expect? huk3..
dont noe where to start..
only 15 days left be4 cuti raya..
shud manage my time wisely..
if not, gonna miss all the deadlines..
at one tym, feels lyk throwing up..
juz to hear ol those assignments awaiting..

lets forget about 'them' for a moment..
its been awhile i didnt go for outing..
plan to watch final destination 4..
wiz fariz, wan..n bee perhaps..
next week if possible..
weehee..

regardless of evrytin, i have to STAND STILL n TALL!!!
there u go, girl~